money and stuff

so i have horrible money management skills. I have always had it and to be honest i've always known i've had it. I have tried to change it to improve it but its not working for some reason. And i really hate when i tell people this and their like your not trying hard enough or you always have an excuse to not change. well all i can say to that is everyone is different and they change and figure things out at their own pace. just because one person can change immediately doesn't mean everyone can. and another thing. mixed messages. pure and utter shit. i hate games, if you like someone and someone likes you dont play around with silly games. don't go and start seeing other guys just so that they can make someone jealous. its stupid and immature and selfish. now im actually over it and im grateful for that but i still hate them. so thats all. i'll have more of my rants later.