prop 8

okay. so prop 8 was upheld. I am in Canada and it hurts. all the way over here. I mean fucking hell! when are people going to start treating everyone equally! its wrong. injustice anywhere is wrong but this is even more wrong because now people in California cannot get married. I feel so shitty. I am officially sick (if you say swine flu, i'll kill you. and not with my cough). work was boring and i just watched depfox's new video. they were there at the court house. bryan made my heart break. i reallly hate america rite now. like the whole idea of it makes me sick. God. Honestly in some aspects Canada really is one of the most amazing countries in the world. But w/e. I know a sad blog. I 'll try and make more 2moro. FML nite

ATWT

in case your wondering what that means, it the soap opera "As the world turns". its really funny, because its so low budget lol that being said i'm obsessed with watching it on YouTube. They have this really really cool gay storyline and its soooo interesting. I mean gay ppl!!! plus they're pretty hot. noah is cuter tho lol
2 nites without sleep...dangerous! wait isnt that a song? lol

8 am class should be illegal

ugh. ok so i just finished class like an hiur ago but still its way too fucking early. i know i sound like a little brat but its true. im just not used to getting up this early. on the brightside i had my first culture of photography class. I loved it! we get to work with black and white pics and i dunno they just seem amazing to me. i dunno im weird like that. i swear tim hortons is going to kill me. like their coffee is shit now. i got my fucking cold! lol
on more important note i am in some deep shit. i realized that i am actually seriously broke. i mean between my phone bill, my school books ( which is going to come up to say around 300 give or take, i hope its take lol), and running shoes i need for the gym, i wont have an money. and i really dont like asking for momey from my parents cuz they'll ask why, and make me squirm and make me feel tupid. plus times are hard so i feel kinda selfish. but w/e. oh and im finally planning on going to the gym at my skool! yay. planning on beefying up i mean i have the body, plus do some cardio. winter was nice to me i gained weight! if this seems weird that im happy let me explain. i weigh 150, 160 sopping wet with clothing. im not skinny or anorexic, i just dont gain weight. been like that since gr.9. lotta ppl hate me for it, well dont hate me but still its funny to rub in.
one last thing. i just realized sumthing about Sheridan. we have gay people, thats a given its an art school. thing is why is it like invisible, or underground. i tired soo hard to find our LGBT club and its like it doesnt exist. i got another number so imma try that on. but if not im going to the student help place cuz this is ridicoulous. but thats all. oh and i actually have a youtube channel. honestly i think youtube is one of the most powerful things in the world next to facebook of course lol but yeah seriously tho the one thing that really pisses me off is the fact that all the hot guys are str8 here. it annoying lool but w/e

duma key

so stepthen king. persoanlly i think that he is the shit. i mean all his books are freakishly scary. sure they tend to be horror and sure he doesnt seem to be able change that but hey if it aint broken dont fix it lol. as you can see waking up at 6:30am and getting to skool for 9 after 2 weeks of litearlly being in hibernation has turned my brain to mush. yay me! my head hurts, eyes burning and i think my phone bill is going to be late. correction i am positive it will be. neways back to the book. so this guy gets into a construction accident and loses his right arm and most of his left brain. or was it right? i cant remember. anyways he pretty much loses his memory. words, things, ppl, etc. after a year or maybe 6 months (everything is fuzzy stupid sleep i want you back!)he got divorced after trying to choke his wife, and not rememembering. which sucks bigtime. imagine not rememebering doing anything and always being mad. be pretty scary. oh wow i am sooo dead like -500000000000000 beyond empty. anyways so he goes to this florida key/beach rite. and he starts painting. like really gud paintings. only his paintings show him stuff, and start to make things happen. like he knows who his daughter's fiance is before she tells him. he knows about his ex-wife's fuck buddies. and he knows that one of them is planning on killing themself. and all of this he paints,draws, sketchs,etc. then he starts doing more. he killed a murder-rapist by drawing him without a face. (that is pretty cool i must admit. that would be a sick super power.) and he first removed a bullet from his friends head (turns out he suffered the same brain injury that edgar did, the guy without the arm. he had a sorta telepathy thingy going on that was amplyfied by duma key just like edgars painting is.) by painting it and gave him back his sight, all by drawing it. thats pretty much as far as ive gotten but it is seriously amazing. this is more of me rambling becasue of lack of sleepp. and i just realized that this is labeled as saturday wen i actually did it on tuesday lool